I deliver fridges during the day and, unlike Batman, I need to sleep at night. This poses a challenge for my capacity for creative expression, especially when my body is still reminding me that I’m no longer in the developmental stage where I’m exploring my body and discovering my blossoming manhood.
Nevertheless, my Stingy Beebee and I discuss matters of utmost-ish importance, and for the sake of keeping the creative blade sharpened upon the stone of predominantly failed writing experiments, I will divulge one of these profound realities we’ve discovered.
If success porn quotes are any indicator, we should all live in the present. Today is the first day of the rest of your life, your purpose starts today, and so on. However, as people who remember things and (hopefully) think ahead, we are incapable of living exclusively in the present.
Our attention is split between our past experiences that keep us from actions with negative consequences (like licking leeches), the present things we can do (like buying leeches), and our long-term plans (like marrying a leech). Therefore, we are constantly playing with our sense of time inside our heads.
This interplay of time periods is most effectively demonstrated by a narrative built around the words “past”, “present”, and “future”, as demonstrated by the average mindset:
The PAST scares me and makes me want to define my PRESENT to avoid it in the FUTURE.
Dysfunctional folks tend to gravitate toward a more robust emphasis of the past:
I’m terrified of the FUTURE looking like my PAST, so I ignore the PRESENT.
Another dysfunctional mentality my past self is familiar with completely ignores the present:
I want a better FUTURE, so I’ll use my PAST to define it instead of focusing on my PRESENT.
My Clumpy Pookums had a pretty ugly emphasis on the present for a while:
The FUTURE is completely unpredictable, so I will ignore my PAST and focus solely on the PRESENT.
Finally, here’s an example of an effective and productive model:
My FUTURE is undecided and defined by my PRESENT, and the PAST will give me boundaries about the best way to attain it.
Anyway, thought rumination consideration discussion over.